Its strange.

You want to help someone SO BAD, and they just don't want it.

The feeling of being a failure. The disappointment. The sensation of your stomach and heart dropping to the floor. The instant frown.

It was unexpected. And that's what's strange.

Because, I didn't think there would be a "No". I didn't think there would be a feeling of being a failure. I didn't think there would be disappointment or a stomach and heart on the floor. And not the frown either.

But lately, that's what it is.

With him, and him and now him. Even her. Maybe, though I'm not sure yet, even her too.

They're all different though. In their own special unique terrible ways.

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