And so what if I cried in the shower again tonight.

I mean, I'm not sick, as far as I know. I feel fine.

But for as long as I can remember there's been something physically wrong with me. And lately there have been a lot more then one thing physically wrong with me.

I don't want to raise alarm. So dismiss this.

I'm so goddamn tired of feeling like a freak for one thing or another.

And so much more tired of feeling like a freak for one thing or another and having that reinforced by my dearest mother.

Hmph.

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