So, I got accepted to the college I've wanted to attend for the last two years. That was the ultimate form of acceptance, or, one of them.

There was a road trip already in action before I got the letter. And so we drove through the night and through the snow to come to this town that wasn't the town we were headed to.

We stayed the night and then woke up early enough to get moving again.

Then, we went to the Beautiful City and saw the school. And, it was almost too perfect (for me).

Afterwards, we went and found another room and saw some of the town and went over the big bridge. The town seemed really nice and I'm picturing it in my head when everything is green and I think I might have found another place to love.

I had a really great time. I came back sedated and weighed down with all the things and images in my head. And I will sleep fully tonight.

I find that now that YOU wrote me I write less in here. And, that's sort of ironic.

And, I wrote something that maybe won't even be shared because I know when it is read it will be far too obvious. But I wrote it, and it felt good to get "that" off my chest.

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