My sister is back after two weeks. Today I got yelled at by my mom. For the last two weeks I hadn't been yelled at, at all.

Welcome home to my sister. Pfft.

If it goes back to the way it was I'm going to be a real unhappy camper.

I'm giving up on the group. No, scratch that. The group gave up on me. I just gave up on waiting for them. On hoping and waiting and expecting things to be different with the people I care about, for a change.

I'm out. Done. And serious.

I found family recently. What it's like to be close with my mother after what seemed like a long winter. Coldness abounded. And, I just have to find the happy medium between shit sucking so bad all the time, to things just sucking once in awhile.

This stuff with my "friends" sucks big time though. I'm done with it. So, at least I have the conclusion set.

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